Oh how I dread each day living an illusion and waking up in reality where your not here


In this isolating night when my mind drifts from memory to memory and my eyes wonder


aimlessly in the room hoping for a miracle a trick of light to see you as you once were


full of vigor and full of life


cruel death took you from my arms


yet, he could not take the love I have


nor the memories I live in day and night.


OH, I will NEVER LOVE AGAIN!!


OH, I will Never Sing AGAIN!!


OH, I WILL NEVE LAUGH AGAIN!!


All the things we did together are things I can never do again.


From memory to memory


I see your goofy smile


to your merry eyes


to the sound of your laughter


now it brings tears to my eyes


It seems like you are here


yet you are gone and I am


life bound, only wishing you were here


to be by my side once again.


Oh cruel fate bring my lover back again


So I could talk, hug, laugh with him again


How I wish I had my lover back again.


My thoughts are all about that awful day.


The last time we saw each other


you played with with my hair,


You told me you would call me


promising to return the next day,


Gave me one last final kiss


and


Boarded the plane waving at me as I watched you


Heard you call my name


tears slowly came


and I knew deep down you weren't


coming back to me as you had promised.


I never got your call that night


But I felt you voice whisper my name


A cold feeling I got that night


and


I didnt see you the next day.


If I would have known!!!


If I would have known!!!


If I would have stoped you that day


You would be by my side once again.


Oh cruel fate bring my lover back again


So I could talk, hug, laugh with him again


How I wish I had my lover once again.