I'm selfish.
These fingers that touch all things
cataloging all nearby



things.


My fingers.My blueprint


of the path I walk.
Telling myself to not experience

to not know



to not see


to not Be-

will deprive me.I'm selfish
Presently, this is the last moment.
For as soon as a initiative


is started it is done.


Becoming past.

For Every consideration of the now a new consideration subsequently follows. That first
moment instantaneously becomes


the last.


My fingers graze
all they can touch. I perceive

all occuring moments to be last. My last. I'm selfish-telling

myself to not experience

to not know



to not see


to not Be-

will deprive me. I'm selfish.