All I want
Is to hate the world
Everything that is in it
I long to destroy it.
I feel the need to crush
Torment and abuse
Everything that should
Leave me dying and confused
I wish to go along with it
To destroy it and jump in for the ride
I never want to return
Not when it has soothed what once cried
Death stole it all away
He gobbled it up and erased it
Death is my only savior
The one to which will replace this
My completely messed up life
And everything that remain inside
He has to and will restore
What was rightfully mine
I long to see the day
That I will escape all abuses
I fight to remain breathing
Even as I try to prove this
I'm tired of fighting these battles
That no one could ever win
I strive to remain untouched
Even if I'm dying to give in
I'm fighting for something
That merely does not exist
A life worthy of living
Unconditional loves true kiss.