To the ladies with the hearts I have broken,

Floating in my thoughts,

Without a boat that I'm rowing,

Im hoping to get noticed 

By ones with the hearts made of golden

Before my lungs collapse,

Letting the H20 in,

Now Im drownin in my sorrows

At the bottom of the ocean

But if you stand by too close and,

My emotions get explosive

The walls Ive worked to get over

Will all slowly be remolded

Hearts of golden turn to molten

Decomposing and corroding

Exposing the person Ive created

Through all the lies that Ive told em

This situation Ive been placed in

Which was all formulated

Through decpetion and two-facin

Instead of messin with the basics

I should've went for the prize

Cus' patience leads to greatness

And I never should have lied

So these are my apologies

Take them for what they really are

Learned my lesson and Im growin

Dumping out the filling jar

Of all the past emotions

Paving way for something new

Only way not to get broken 

Is closure Ive been coming to

Can't ever be more than joking

When i say that Im loving you

You aint crop me out the picture 

Even when i was being distant

If I was in ya shoes,

I would've handled it much different

The behaviors I exhibit

Are not ones that i have listed

At the start of our relations

But now they're all you seem to witness

I tried to cheat the system

Tax evasion with no prison

Ya eyes are blue tinted

Red rings all around them b****es

Like old Xbox 360's

If we cut this s*** off now

Then what the hell we gonna be missin?

Maybe friction, maybe kissin

I just beg for your forgiveness

What i did to you was wrong

And thats some s*** i have to live with